RAG 09/10 is finally over...and somehow i felt like i lost a part of my life...have been helping the young ones out for the past 3 months...n now that everything has come to an end...it jus feel a lil empty...although it wasnt as bad as how i felt last year...
went back on friday evening to catch the preview...despite the fact that i was veri veri tired and slppy...i stayed up just to wait for the moment to walk the float to src...escorted the float with a bunch of familiar and unfamiliar faces...saw rizal directing the float remind me of how he helped me out with the same task last year...down at src...i just felt so helpless...bcus it was no longer my team...n i cld no longer tell the team what they r suppose to do...all i cld do was to b there to give them some form of morale support...
the competition was tough this year...kr was good...however, there were some other halls that were good too...this yr was indeed a performance that cldnt b missed...n finally, i had the chance to watch the whole performance from the spectator point of view...even though we didnt manage to clinch any rag awards this year...i m still proud of the raggers...bcus they managed to walk the path of creating something out of nothing...n to me, they r the true blur kr warriors....
i hope that all of them manage to learn something and gain something from the whole process...if a ragger feels that they have won this year...i feel sad for them...bcus they have not fully and truly understand the meaning behind rag...to a ragger, winning the chancellorshield doesnt mean much...bcus it is not an award that solely show the effort of the raggers...
doing rag twice have allowed me to experience the feeling of winning n losing...it also allowed me to truly understand what is rag all about...
it was a pity that ke7 didnt manage to sweep all the rag awards...i know that they have been waiting for veri veri veri long...n they really want it quite badly...n this yr...they have built a perfect float that incorporated all the winning concepts...n i know that they have been studying kr's winning float for the past few years...but to me, they r still the winner in my heart...bcus at least the whole process was done up by them...unlike XX who outsource part of their process to the professionals...n tried to smoke through as though it was done by them...it is a total disgrace to any raggers and to the spirit of rag...so disspointing...
i know that people alwaes say that it is time to move on...but somehow i think i left my love behind at that place...that's why i m alwaes back...i think i wld b the one who will take the longest to move on... :(
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